Hello everyone. I am not sure how I ended up here or if I even belong here. I have worked in emergency medicine for ten years. This past year has been difficult. Too many young people dying has messed with my head and couple bad experiences doing CPR has changed me. Irrational fears, anxiety, nightmares, disturbing images and sensations regarding these patients to just name a few.

Glad to find people sharing their experience, strength, and hope.