I went in the chat today and immediately more than one person is jumping on me for help. Like immediately. Not even a hello first. It was insane. Someone immediately private messaged me to help someone else... honestly I'm floored by that person's nerve. I just got out of hospital, I've been having a bad weekend missing my parents (they are away and I have a hard time with that) and I could barely get out of bed this morning. Just so you all know, this thread is about ME:

Taking a Break - Daughter Suicidal

I'm somewhat better now, I wouldn't be online otherwise, and I'm not mentioning it for pity, but just so people are aware, everyone has issues they are dealing with here. I for one don't want to talk about my trauma (or anyone else's) 24/7. If that makes me a selfish bitch then so be it. Doesn't anyone else just want a break from having to think about the PTSD??? Honestly today I just wanted to laugh a bit because I was feeling down. I felt guilty for saying no I don't want to talk about problems. But honestly I can't, I don't have the energy, and I can't give away what I don't have.