Hi Kaite, and welcome to forum! You will really like it here and you will see that you are not alone... Look at me for example. My husband is an former marine and has PTSD...and we are both going through hell because of it right now but ever since i found this forum about a week ago i already feel so much better and understand everything a lil bit more and know that everything will be ok.. People help you here left and right whether they have PTS or are going through it with their spouse. Email me anytime you need a friend :-)