Goingonhope, everyone, and I mean everyone had done something they are ashamed of. No one is perfect and if they think they are, then ask them to walk on water.

I've done the ugliest things and I have forgiven myself, my abusers, and am learning to let it go. I love myself now because if I don't maybe no one else will.

I think you are a nice person despite cheating that blind woman. Your actions doesn't make you who you are inside. Everyone slips up from time to time. It's what is inside your heart that makes you who you are, and you seem to have a big heart from the posts I've read. Give yourself a break OK?

Peace
Tammy