I am sorry to hear your mediation did not go well at all. I hope that you have a damn good solicitor, even though I am sure you completely researched him/her! I fully understand your anger over the current situation and I do hope that eventually you will be able to see your boys, nt only because you deserve it, but because you do; thus the reason I spend most of my time lately bending over backwards to make sure Jackson sees Wil regularly... even if it does mean putting myslef, Alex and Phoenix out for that period of time... I hope all goes well for you.
Tammy