I am sorry. No I dont mean he will be fine and it will be gone. I have seen it before he even left and he was home. But just that when he was home we got through it together when he would break down and I know if he were here or comes home I can be there for him and help him through, or atleast try my hardest. I am helpless from so far. I am doing my best. He said before he left that if he changes, becomes distant or starts forgetting to stand by him and so I am trying. Keeping faith and not letting it run my whole life is what has been so hard.