My therapist seems to think that I am repressing a lot and he specializes in dream analysis, so it would be in my best interests to remember them. I would probably remember a lot of my childhood experiences and then I could start to heal. I feel I am just stuck with this PTSD like I am not really living. By the way, to all of you who responded to my thread...thank you. The support here is amazing. I really sometimes do not know what to say yet I have a lot to say...I just don t know how to express it...I do not know if that is part of the PTSD.