Why am I anxious? I can't say I noticed that I was, but now you mention it, maybe I'm anxious so much that I accept that as my "normal" state!! It's all very well saying to myself "it will work out etc", but I don't think the realistic side of me quite believes it.

Back to possibilities of why am I anxious....by the way, I don't expect anyone to answer this list!!!

1. Do I have ptsd or am I crazy and no-one wants to be the one to tell me?
2. Am I going to be like this forever, or will I get better enough to live a normal life?
3. Will I lose it completely while waiting for a therapist to have a gap on their list?
4. Will I even get on with the therapist after waiting 10 months?
5. Will therapy even help?
6. Will work be willing to let me come back part-time?
7. Will I cope with work, even if it is only part-time?
8. What will my colleagues say?

The list could go on and on and on........Can't imagine why I might be anxious.....

It is quite funny, now I think about it. At least this is somethingI can laugh about, even if it suggests that I'm completely mad. :D