Ooff... this is not a nice thread to participate in. But I see the importance of it, and I think it's a genius post. I think it's important to own up to your own wrongdoings or things you're not proud of... better than letting guilt eat you away and not admitting to and learning from it.
Okay. Me? Well, I may have to come back to this a few times.
- I stabbed my dad in the belly button with a sharp pencil when I was 4/5. I was told if I 'popped' someone with a big belly they would explode like a balloon and get stuck to the ceiling. I didn't like my dad much.
- I still find this funny, but I suppose it's wrong to?
- I took a knife and threatened to kill my dad a few years back. He took one out on me back and laughed in my face. But I terrified my mum, and now I'm not allowed to live in the same house as him when she goes on holiday. I did it because I was scared for my mum's safety, but I'm not proud of it. Mainly because I think I had it in me to actually kill him. I remember thinking that if I killed him and went to prison, it would have been worth it.
- I took an overdose.
- I ended up in a psychiatric hospital for being suicidal, and put my mum through worry no mother should have to go through. I know suicide is an awful act that would have left pain behind to those I loved. But I didn't care. Not just that time, but on so many occasions.
- As a teenager, I shoplifted.
- I sent a threatening chain letter to a girl I didn't like when I was 14, because she had bullied me the year before. I wanted to get my own back.
- I stole my mum's drink and took it to school and got drunk when I was 13.
- I once got so angry at my mum that I wanted to hit her. I walked away... but I am horrified that I wanted to hit my own mum.