To all those that offered their opinions and statements. You know, in regards to dealing with the emotions that is enabling this anger; I'm trying. Went to deal with my mom and surprise, she was already gone. She lives about 3 hours away and was visiting my g'ma, so there was my opportunity. Probably would have gotten into a fight anyway. I was prepared for whatever.

Trying to be more recognizant of what people are really trying to do for me, thus in recognizing those efforts, trying to bring a little more positivity into my life.

Just tired of bullsh*t people. The little things just become so overwhelming sometimes. I went to the flea market the other day and someone just totally walked in front of me and I said, "Well that's f**kin rude!". Normally I would just say it in my head................ but it's getting harder for me to do that. Subconsciously "waiting" for someone to react to me? Don't know, but have way too big of a commitment to my son mostly, to be behaving like that! Won't do him any good with me locked up somewhere. Nor would it help my really good career. So......... in time.

But really, I just wanted to say "thank you".