My Bad Stuff! ! !

When my daughter was 9 years old, I gave her away to a woman I knew! My ex would not take her and I could not keep her, or at least in my mind I thought I could not keep her. As soon as she was gone, I packed up everything I owned and moved away.

I don't know where my mind was? I had just gotten a really great new job and had to move. Several days prior to my move and a couple of days after getting my great new job I found out I was pregnant. So there I was! New job--just gave my kid away--packing to move and I end up pregnant! Well, I did it. I terminated my pregnancy. I have never told anyone this EVER!!!

I do not recommend this as a solution. This has haunted me daily, for the 26 years! I will never forgive myself for the selfish decissions I made. And they were selfish! I was able to rationalize every thing I did so it didn't look selfish at the time, but it was.

I gave my child away and terminated the life of another simply because they would interfer with my new job. Now that is some bad shit guys