Like Wendy said, nothing to be ashamed of. I have tried and you know it just does not always work. Smoking one while I type as a matter of fact. Every time I mention trying again my family scatters and look like they are ready to go hide in the hills! It is a nasty addiction to quit.

Also, quitting for me is very hard because well, I don't have very strong urges to smoke, I just turn into satan and everyone around me suffers my wrath (so hubby keeps spares in my van and I know they are there even if I say don't). I am still trying to figure out how exactly to get over that hurdle and stop people from having cigarette stashes around to give me when I am too big a pain in the ass. I find it amazing how many non smokers buy cigarettes asking me to smoke! I do not know one smoker at all except online!