HI, Evie,

I don't think I will ever be free from it either. We have rather similar diagnosis and I have also recently had the brain scan done that shows brain damage from the trauma. I am also told that there are some things I will never ever be able to do. I am working right now on accepting that and not fighting against something I have no control over but I am not there yet. The sadness and grief is overwhelming most days. I would hazard a guess that you understand that.

Grace