Hello All,
You have all said what I was just feeling and thinking. I'm exhausted from carrying the load. It's lonely too. I haven't been hugged for a long time. He'll go in streaks where he can be affectionate and then it is a long dry spell before he can get back to that. What is prompting that? Something I do? I just love it when he criticizes something I'm doing yet he can't get off the couch to do anything? I swear I want to just explode but I don't...I'm afraid I might. Well, we are in this together and as usual writing helps but it really helps to know you are all there finding ways to deal with this too. Good luck all and hang in there!