Hi everyone,
Its friday....i have been pretty depressed this week and come today i am still sad...things are not going to well for me and its so hard to sit here and work! it drives me crazy...i wish things were different...every day keeps getting harder and harder and i dont even have PTSD!! my god! Im frustrated...angry...hurt...im everything!
I feel like i am hurting the most important person in my life...the ONE person who has shown me love and respect and has never failed to be there for me...I feel i have let him down and failed him... i just want to apologize for everything :-( I know you are going to go see your doctoe today. I hope it goes well and you get the undertsanding you need. I love you
I hope everyone has a good weekend.