Sorry I haven't been on much this week but tis the season to be running around doing stuff.

Good on you for trying to inform you family, it's not always an easy thing to do.

I'm glad to hear you have treated yourself to a hairdo, bet you look great! Don't forget men don't tend to notice when we do that (even without the ptsd ) so don't be to disappointed if he doesn't notice.

I know it's easy to say but try to enjoy your time with your family for Christmas & don't feel guilty if hubby isn't there to share it with you. It's ok to enjoy things so try to enjoy the day.