YA, this is the purpose of you doing this, remember? The idea behind this is to bring it to the surface, bring your trauma up top so it is no longer haunting your constantly, instead it will punish you now, then leave you in peace. Short term pain for long term gain... I don't think you really want to stop now, because your nearly there with it.

You are going to get overwhelmed by emotions, you are going to get angry from those emotions, you are going to face your past at an emotional level, it is going to hurt, it is going to be painful, though there is only one way past the hell you live day to day... forward by continueing what you have started.

Your choice, your life... my advice is only what you need to know IF you want to get yourself to a more superior point within your life once again.