So as I have said, I plan to go see him today.I need to speak with him and that is all there is to it.The space thing? I could care less about it right now. After this he can have all the space he wants. I think I will need to be using all my energy to just keep my head above water. This is going to be so hard.

I had intended to go in the morning, but just did not want to gt out of bed. It is almost noon and I am still sitting here in my pyjamas. Got to get moving. I have a life to get on with.

Just not in such a hurry to go have this conversation. Will probably be the hardest thing I ever have to do.