I smoke joints to deal with my daily anxiety, I find it's the only thing that can calm me down. Since I have tried to quit smoking weed, I have noticed that I have been getting drunk instead...

it's just so hard to deal with real life sometimes, and I'm afraid to tell my counselor about my habits because they will just associate any of my problems with drug use. But I don't smoke before Doctor appointments and I try to wait until after supper to smoke my first joint.