Herc,
I think what might be going on with you is this......You KNOW that your daughter/grand baby are ok....But you need to feel it/see it/touch it to really fully make it real for you. Knowing that others have this, and you don't can be upsetting. Try and remember when you get this feeling, just how lucky you are that your daughter reconnected with you. Try and be satisfied with what you have right now. I know it's hard, but don't let the feelings get control, otherwise they get OUT of control.
Hang in there, I do know how hard it is. |