Thanks Kathy.

Sorry I meant Post Partum, not PTSD..I sometimes type so quickly my thoughts dont catch up with my fingers lol.

I'm trying to get my counseling together now; right now we've been miscommunicating so I'm gonna try to call her Monday..it's just been so stressful because I've been trying to find another job.

I'm really trying to give him his space. He's basically on a "whatever happens, happens" kind of mindset, but he's not really leaning in a negative direction anymore. It's the slow, tedious road to reconciliation but there's no titles or pressure. I'm trying not to analyze anything or think so much and just let it happen; in the meantime I'll just wait and see what happens.

I want him to get better, obviously, and thats why part of me doesnt want to put any constraints on him; but I've already been thru this. My father is also a sufferer of PTSD and he just got diagnosed a year or so ago. But he dealt with it for years. When my mother left, I had to deal with his anxieties and his issues, and I dont want that happening to our daughter. I dealt with a lot of verbal and psychological abuse and my dad loved me to death. I know he didnt mean it but that didnt stop it from being inflicted. I expressed this to Tee and he agreed and said that was part of the reason he left.

There have been other things that have popped up as far as his behavior is concerned that have bothered me but right now I dont wanna go into it as I may just be speculating. But I just hope that he can somehow work thru this and get the help he needs and I'll support him on it. And if, God forbid, we dont work this out, I'm still gonna continue to urge he get help for the sake of our daughter. I dont want her to go thru what I went thru.

Yes, my faith is extremely important. God is definitely good.