I feel:

scared
unsure
wonder
suspicious
avoidance
timid
confusion
tired
addiction

I'm unsure how I lost my faith in God for so long
I wonder how I could let that happen
I felt timid at church today and out of my element
I felt confused and suspicious of the people at church
I don't understand why one of the members wouldn't speak to me. Maybe because he is friends with my son, and I kicked my son out of the house? Unsure????
I feel an enormous amount of love for God and human beings
Unsure as to why I can't stand human contact even though I have compassion and care about them.
I feel tired because I only got 3 hours of sleep last night
I feel I am addicted to the internet and need to keep off of it.

I don't feel angry for the first time in two days
I don't feel crazy

Tammy