What a day. Got a psych report through today. It is needed to deal with employment issues - see ptsd affected forum for more info on that! I had to read it through to check that I was ok with the contents.

I was expecting the e-mail to come, but it didn't arrive til 3.30pm. You can imagine what level my anxiety was by then :crazy-eye I had been checking my mail virtually every 5 minutes since 7am (yes I know it's not likely my psych doc is at work at that time).

When I first read the report, bits like "complicated traumatization," "severe PTSD" and "long term treatment" jumped out at me. It was hard seeing this written down in black and white. No longer do I "maybe have PTSD". Pretty much stopped denial in it's tracks. Bugger!

Apart from that, the report was very helpful for my work issues. Feeling much less anxious now I've got the report. Just have to wait for Occupational Health to relay the info to my employer.

So I have to grow up and be a big girl now. Maybe...