I choose Full time. I work a high stress job where you need to think quick and come up with accurate answers to problems. PTSD does not help in this field in fact it has become harder to think clearly. It is also hard to keep my mind on 1 thing when I need to give 110%. So I take frequent walks to clear my head of everything else. Sometimes I wish I could stay home and take care of the kids but I know I could not do it as well as my wife does.