I'm Going Back to Work On monday I am headed back to work. Yesterday I wasn't nervous at all but today after reading a few threads, I'm a little worried.
All those stupid voices in my head: telling me I'm not any better, I'm going to crash and burn, That I'm going to go back to working like a dog.
I'm worried that I have just stuffed everything back down and someday something is going to trigger it again and I'll be right back to where I was 8 weeks ago.
God I hope I'm well enough, I don't want to go back to being a workalcoholic. I don't want to forget that: I am more important then the store I run. Theres alot more to me then being a good store manager. I don't have to fix the problems overnight.
I'm stressing myself out just writing about it....wish me luck and keep me in your prayers...thanks, Holly |