It is late. Hubby just headed to bed as late night for both. Just way too much stress and tired but Advil worked shockingly enough on my head and muscles and did not puke :)

Officially it is a new day but will not feel like it until I sleep I guess. It was 10 years to the day today a very close friend died. Stayed by his side until his family had a Jerry Springer moment and lost track of his little girl and I had to go chase her down. Geee wonder why I was allowed to be with him and his blood not allowed. Never gave it too much thought I guess. He passed when I left to get her. He was only 36. Bad memories in my head over some death bed talk between doc and his wife and me damn near killing both of them. He was so scared and they were clueless.

Got updated on ex BIL through ex hub tonight. Wrecked a bike messed up and was in a coma (I have known). Now I find out it was med induced coma. Removed meds to wake him and he is messed up bad. He is a dick so not totally sorry for him but have much pain for nephews. And his suffering... Sad to see suffer. He is responsive to the extent he can wiggle fingers when asked. He cannot do anything else like simply open his eyes. Fingers are it.

My son has been ill and was when here. I finished out his med regimen doc gave him while here. He was improving for a day or two and went home to just get worse. Chest X rays bad and looks like pneumonia coming on.

Older nephew was also arrested yesterday racing. He has lots of speeding tickets and wrecked twice. Now he is looking felony and is a kid... A dumb one. At least alive.

Just crappy day.