Hi upstream,

I agree with everything said so far. I became an asshole( actually a bigger one than I am now) LOL!!!!! I was really out of control and was a bitch. Dealing with the trauma/PTSD I am calmer, more in control of my emotions, able to articulate myself better, and just a nicer person. Not perfect, actually far from it, but I am learning. Life is a lesson, and I am still reading the book.....