My problem with starting any project is the fact it will be judged and I might fail. I have a HUGE problem with anyone questioning my intelligence. By someone grading or rating or judging my work, I take that as questioning my intelligence and I'm off and running.

I yell and cry and get my feelings hurt. I get embarrassed and run out of the room. I simply turn into an emotional puddle

So, therefore, I will do anything to put off a project that will be judged