Wow.... Thank You Everyone for your support it means so much to me...I did talk to a therapist today and she is going to refer me to someone that can help w/ my particular situation and has some experience w/ our type of issues....Phew! It really does make me feel so much better to get some of my frustration out and cry to a therapist...they told me that I should be patient and they will get my husband involved in some sessions with me and him together and then at that point refer him to get some help for himself after talking little by little. I'm expecting the worst before this gets better but I guess its a start.