Hi
When I first realised about my trauma (I had amnesia) I lost 14 lbs in 6 weeks through constant sickness, anxiety and lack of sleep. That was the only thing that made me feel slightly ok. Then when I went on meds I put most of it back on again. I'm off the meds now and I just want to loose the weight again and loose even more than I did originally. I used to be about 225 lbs several years ago before i realised about my trauma but lost most of it for my wedding. Now I'm about 130lbs and I dont want to go back to 225 i want to be more like 110. So I worry about my weight constantly and weigh myself every day. I dont eat more than a chese sandwich per day but then I have pig out days. Oink oink. This weekend I bought: 2 big slices of chocolate cheesecake (white and milk with extra cream of course), 2 pan au chocolat, 1 large tin of pringles crisps, 2 bounties, 1 areo bar and 2 packs of 10 double fingered kitkats and had a big lunch out with my mum. It all went in less than 24 hours. So I put all the weight back on that i have lost since new year. So now I've got to go back to 1 cheese sarnie a day because I feel so guilty. I'm still a long way from wasting away tho - only five foot 2 and a half lol. I just crave choclate most of the time and am trying to control it but tis not always possible.