Sending you my thanks por your post Morgan.

i know you are right in saying that i can get through this as i have no other option. but the journey is ever so hard. Guess you know that though as do others. I jsut sometimes feel so very alone with all of this. But your post and those of others have made me realise that i am definitely not alone in having these feelings. And im not alone now that i realise that people can actually be so caring and understanding. this is probably the first time i have experienced people who care and understand what it is like at the same time. The amount of replies proves that. I have experienced the odd person who has cared but not really understood no matter how much they tried to or wanted to but have never had people understand me like this. I feel i am "home" on this site and most definitely not alone.

I will try to keep up the writing of my trauma diary as i know it is something i need to do although, again it will be ever so hard. my counsellor has set me homework of trying to get as much of it down as i am able to for next wednesday. She has also asked me to try and face up to the flash backs of some of the lass painful flash backs. I'm going to try and do this but today it wont be possible. just too hard. Maybe i will give it a go tomorrow. Just cant take anymore of what i have been through this afternoon right now. I'm sure you understand how that goes though.

Again thank you for your care, support and hugs

Dont forget though that i offer you my friendship and support too.

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