okay now today,
anxious
eight hours of sleep in the last four days
feeling like a flashback is coming on
loved
understood enough to know my ptsd side effects are not burdening my boyfriend, we laugh at my antics, I let him know when I am agitated, then I make a joke and we laugh.
cranky
bitchy without voicing it, except for vile and humorous jokes to blow off steam
wanting
tired
just waiting to see if the bomb will fall, and it I do have a flashback, hopefully it won't be what I call a boomer, use of weapons...
glad there is a format called ptsd forum
yup, that's me today