Hiya
Sorry to hear that you are in such a lot of physical pain as well as emotional. I know that it is not deemed the best way to cope by dealing with the symptoms but does your doctor not think this might be a possibilty to make your life easier?

I also have pains and am not sure why. All my legs, hips, back and neck ache but cant think of any reason why this would be linked to my trauma. Feel 92 not 32 lol.

Take care