trauma doesn't have to be on purpose. It is anything that happens that shuts the brain down to boot it into a box marked, hell, or maybe just flashbacks for the future, I don't know what God marked on his, but I know what I have marked on mine, I keep changing it and the title gets uglier and uglier. Thank goodness for whiteout. I met a guy who said he was in nam, had some really good stories, I believed him, got him on the phone to my Sarge, after a bit the phone was handed back to me, Sarge just wanted me to know that the guy was ill, but not from nam, we gave him info on going to a ymca to get some care and sleep. Oh well, not all are crazy like me, some are born that way.
I consider myself legally psychotic when approached by danger. lol
I've often said, well, if I kill ya, they'll just send me to a psych unit, and I'm out of my xanax anyway,,,,,,,,so,,,,,,,
they usually back away, maybe its that crazed look I get in my eye, and when they are gone, I get a much needed laughing fit, and my friends if around, will say I'm a nut.
I think I'm really a pumpkin seed, but hey, lemons limes, they know I'm full of it.