Hiya veiled
Glad to know my huby isnt the only one who sees it this way... sort of. Feeling numb at the moment so alls well. I cant change what he thinks and i have to acceot that. Only he can change what he thinks i guess. I hope more than anything that he does.

Don't know when ill have the confidence to let anyone else back in apart from on here and i know i have my new counsellor too. But hey. He wanted a "cuddle" tonight and i just couldnt with the way i was feeling about what he thinks but i think im over it... or is it the numbness?

Wow your mum... and i thought i was mad lol.

I'm not going to broach the subject with him again unless he brings it up. Maybe one day he wil want to read the information section on here. You never know.

And yes i am trying... very trying lol.

Take care