just an add on note, went to make coffee, got side tracked, looked in mirror, cried last night explaining the dark side to brother and fathers death due to huntington's disease, i.e. I was my brother's mom and he was scared to die, broke my heart, upside, before death no more fear, lots of relief, again, all said things i needed to remember, tears of love are alllowed, I will not be shushed or told not to cry when i feel safe enough to reveal these emotions to another, boyfriend is great held me when needed, stopped when it was from violence. Felt safe enough to share deep dark secrets good and bad with him, yes people, it was wonderful to get it out, what was not so wonderful, and we all know this fact, and don't lie and say you don't, is waking up to a swollen face and puffy blood shot eyes.
I looked in my magic mirror, want to go to doctors today to look at why headaches are hear, surgery should have solved that one, and get meds. for side effects due to memory body aches, or real reason for aches, can't walk sometimes,
Well I had to plug the magic mirror back in, monsters in sleep unplugged it,
because when I did look into that mirror, a hideous creature shun back at me,
I plugged it in, and the most beautiful Queen stood before me. Well I have to be realistic, if the Queen does not make it to fruition, I will cancel dr. appt. for today as not to scare the general public,
so, how was your face in your turned on or off mirror today?
Do not ask to borrow mine, it is acting up of late.....