Although I have had an offical diagnoses yesterday I did as I may have mentoined have the diagnoses of PTSD from another doctor in another part of the U.K about 4years ago. As I never attended therapy etc etc I did not all together belive that PTSD was the case. However, over the last 2years I have made BIG changes to my life personally and one of those was the realisation that I did have to heal! I began CBT in August 2007!

I guess this debate could go around and around - and ultimately I will choose what I believe or what I am drawn too depending on how that fits in with my expectations, reality, mindset.

I do believe that I can undo whatever irrational fears etc that I have with the right therapy and hard, hard work - that is my choice and if that is considered denial than for this time only I am happy to live there

Thank you for your honesty and openness I really do appreciate it and receive it graciously.

Thank you

Spiritofnow