Blueeyedgirl, your messages are not being deleted. I can see them all. However, because you are a new member, you are currently under moderation, so the messages do not appear until they are approved by an editor, such as myself. This is not a slight against yourself but rather the way we protect the forum from spam and hateful messages. After a short while you will be removed from moderation and henceforth any messages you post will appear immediately.

For clarification though I did delete the 2 messages after your first as what you were saying was identical.