Slightly off topic, but I have a question about a cure... maybe this sounds a little dumb but I'm having trouble wrapping my head around it. I don't believe there is a cure currently, but if in future if I ever am cured, what will happen with the memories I have of my trauma? I mean I watched members of my family die violently and I almost died myself. I am doing a lot better now, the memory of what happened doesn't bother me like it used to, but it still makes me sad and upset. How does a cure factor into that? Will I still remember but just not get ill over it? It's such a big part of who I am, I can't imagine never feeling upset about it again, unless of course I was to get a lobotomy! :p