I decided to write here rather than create a new thread. We are all feeling kind of shitty right now, even Dad. I'm not sure why except we did do a kind of grieving exercise and it turned out to be pretty intense. Jacob is the lucky one, he went back to school the other day!! :p I am so upset and angry right now, and sad all at the same time, that I don't even trust myself to write much of anything. I hope this lets up soon for all of us.