:cuckoo: I am feeling very STRESSED....I called a clearinghouse agency to get help with moving...they may be able to help with the actual carting my stuff down to my new place....At this time it appears that I have to do all the packing...ugggggh!!!! I am waiting to hear from my son if he can come up next Saturday....I've got to be out of here by Sat...whew!!! I was up til 4am this morning....then got up at ten...as my father was bringing some boxes and venison...also tomatoes..cucumber & milk...plus a few $$s....I am so concerned about my mom!!! She'll probably be spending next week in the rehab dept....but that's only if her fever lessens alot and if it stabilizes....I just feel like breaking down and bawling :crybaby: !!!!! My casemanager could only come next Friday and has no other openings that week....Some help:angry-fla I will see my psychodoc next Wed. ....but that's a long way off!!!....my therapist is away on vacation too and won't be back until after I move....I know that I need to keep up with my usual self care...like eating 3 meals a day...getting 8 hours of sleep....some exercise....and spending time every day doing my art and journaling...Seems like all that is a momentous task I know that those tasks are IMPORTANT to attend to BEFORE I even consider doing more packing....still feel like bawling!!! HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLP!!!!!! I will call 2 friends and see if they can help me pack....I also have thoughts of doing this ....seems like that would be a great stress reliever via a viable distraction....those thoughts are coming out due to the stressors I'm experiencing....well....I will go and do my art now....wildfirewildone... KEEPING THE PEACE....