See i can admit i have a problem i can even admit it is starting to control me (the PTSD) dut i dont want to admit im weak i can on here at the end of the day you dont know me from the next guy but life is different, i spose i feel ashamed of my dissorder before the tramua i was not scared of anyone profecional, junke, joe bloggs ect but now im scared of my own shadow. i dont want people thinking any less of me i know im being silly but thats the way i am

I wold love to get help but everytime i sart i dont have the strength to continue...... anyway enough of my ramaling. i love this site makes me feel i can talk about my issues to people that understand

Thank you.