Thanks so much for the encourging words. I am sad that you to are having to deal with a death right now also. You seem to be a positive person just what I need to learn. I need to work on this big time. Whenever something tragic happens, I get real down for months. Besides PTSD, my doc says I have depersonalization. When I get down I revert to being a little girl crying as I did so much of. I had no one to comfort me as a child. My mother would say "there she goes again, she's just an emotional child". With the abuse I went through , I wonder why! I too will pray for you. I got back into religion after my step-son was murdered. It helps alot. It has helped me from thinking of wanting to die. I was told if you can't pray read the book of Psalms, they are all songs of praise to God. wISH YOU THE BEST.
sunnydaze