Wow. That is something I couldnt imagine. I know that it must be incredibly difficult to continue on like nothing happened. Thats what is the kicker with PTSD. The rest of the world cant see whats wrong and understand that you need a break. But we are here for you. Welcome to the Forum and vent all you need. I think the painting is wonderful. What a great way to get out your emotions. I would try art but it would just be stick men.:tongue: