Hiya

I have had problems with people believing what has happened to me - doctors mainly. And yes, it does do so much harm. What I am starting to believe now though is that they are the ones with the problems. They are the ones who cant handle the truth. So they lash out and say nasty things.

I'm taking one doctor to court over this so that she knows that she cant get away with treating people like this. That she has to learn to deal with ALL patients in a professional way, regardless of her opinions. I might not actually get what I want out of taking her to court but I'm sure she will have regrets and a few sleepless nights over this. Only a miniscule part of the damage she caused me.

I have also had someone tell me "you should be able to get over this", " you should just put it all behind you, its in the past" and "its a silly way to think". In my opinion he has said that not because he doesnt care but because he just doesnt understand how something like this can affect you. I'm glad he doesnt understand in that I would never wish him to have gone through something that would mean he does understand. But on the other hand, yes it does hurt...a lot

Anyway, my point is that we are trying to face this and are stronger for it. Others that havent faced this react in a way that hurts us but it is them that have a problem dealing with this, with handling their thoughts and their feelings.

I hope that has come out right and that it makes sense. Peoples attitudes are something that I am now learning (the hard way) how to cope with.

Anyway do take care