I think that having no family support is really sad too but I have pushed a lot of people away too This is because .......they are all reminders of my past that I still avoid.....well at least now try to change the negative thoughts. It might be a bit easier if I felt I had one peson that was family that I felt i could trust or let in, unfortunately, I don't. My support.....meaning my Mom....not a support.....a hinderence, really. ( I hate saying that about my Mom but it really is the truth!)

I am thankful for this forum and my friends though!!!!!