So I had a bit of a setback this week, not a huge one, but a setback non the less. I had severe anger issues with Logan's school and lack of security in it. I fell silent during a board meeting I was so scared that I would let the beast out if I opened my mouth, made me aware that he is still very alive inside me. I am so mad thought terrible thoughts and have been working through it on my essentially and trying to do the rational and politically correct thing and not lose it and ruin my chances of leading parents to a victory over the school board. I know this does not make sense to most, but had to vent non the less. I am so freaking pissed that I could just choke someone....grrrrrr.