No, not really My family do not live near by and do not know that I have PTSD. (my choice).
The few friends that I do have, either do not know, or do not understand. I have lost quite a few friends through disclosing to them that I have PTSD. They seem to think that I am some sort of crazy lady (maybe I am), or that I should be 'over it' be now (maybe I should be?). It's pretty hard, being rejected because of something that happened.
I want to try to be honest about who I really am, but due to bad experiences in 'telling' I am more inclined to just put on my 'happy mask' and pretend that all is well.
My Doc signed me off work today for a futher 2 weeks, and suggested that I seek support from my friends and family - not really an option, when there is no-one who understands. |