Hey Rob. Welcome to the Forum. We are all so glad to meet you. We hope that this site serves as an outlet for you in a world where it often feels like nobody "gets it". Your right in that social interaction is often very dificult with PTSD, and Im sure especially dificult with you, given your history of being bullied and your families failure to nurture. But although all of our situations are diferent the affects of PTSD are the same and we know what your feeling. I personaly think its awesome that your being positive about your recovery and are looking forward. Kudos to you. Welcome again and enjoy your stay.:smoking: