Hi Tara -

I'd like to address the getting down on yourself for not being able to function at the higher level you want to.

I'm in the same boat, but I for some reason take the attitude that, man, if I weren't sick then I'd be out doing things. Its not because I don't want to, its because I can't, I literally can't . . .

You didn't ask to be sick. It was done to you. You are not your sickness a psychologist told me once and it really helped.

I've been in the deepest darkest places I wouldn't want anyone to suffer through. I've cursed God, God forgive me, everyone and everything. Yet I believe that there is nothing, right, nothing that can defeat the human spirit. If you have the will to get better . . . damn girl, you will!!!!

Hang in there . . . you can do it. You can! I have and I am getting better and you can and will too!!